50 facts about me

*I eat books
*I can't live without my gadget, I never tried
*Just like in @csugiono bio "half geek half human"
*I don't like animals, well I'm scared. They can do whatever they wanna do right? who knows. I choose not to have any pets
*I live in world of music, music is everywhere around me. I sing every time, I breath song. I listen every kind of music
*First obsession : traveling around the world
*Second obsession : kurus!
*Third obsession : having a book store, and a pantry shop
*Sinful desires : ngerampok aksara, times, kinokuniya, dan semacamnya
*I LOVE nature, you know forest, trees, mountains, river, everything. what a beautiful world that we lives in.
*Anthem for life: waiting-The Adams, fix you-Coldplay, somewhere only we know-Keane
*I live in EARTH, with ART, not only EH
*Fashion is a must, I mean for me is really important to have a good taste, especially in fashion
*Besides VW Beetle and Mini Cooper, I love old Car just like Dean's car in Supernatural
*I really really REALLY wanna be an Architect. well, Interior Designer it's ok. I wanna be the first person who design using Lego
*Bad habbit : can't stop smelling my own hair
*I spend almost my whole time in front of computer. Editing photos, browsing good stuff, everything
*I'm not a spiteful person, seriously
*I AM A DREAMER. you know, I can daydreaming anywhere, anytime. Everytime. I've got gift in this kind of thing
*I bought something unique and weird even if it's useless. Buy first, think later
*Chef wannabe, I love food, that's why I love cooking.
*I'm not good at meet new people
*I don't like reunions. It just ergh
*I'm interested in mysterious thing, like alien, ghost, old creature, monster, demon, religion, hidden place, life under the sea, space, whatever
*Sleeping is the best way to solve my problem. I love sleep
*I love NEW. you know, new place, new friends, new things, new hobbies, new books
*My junior high school life is a mess, lot of things to be learn but still, a mess
*I don't like watching in cinemas, well not really like. Jadi sbnrnya gue ga ada masalah wkt film luar ga msk ke Indonesia, buat apa ada bajakan sih
*Coffee + new books + ipod + good weather = heaven on earth
*When in elementary school, I'm obsessed to be a boy, I hated being a girl, I dressed like a boy, acted like a boy. but now.......
*I open tumblr, we heart it, almost everyday. there are a lot of good pictures, cool photos, a lot of inspiration
*I begged to be able to draw, paint, do some sketch, Oh GOD please
*I'm not good at speaking english, my grammar is a mess, but still.. keep doing it
*Proud to be one of the Librans
*I Loveeeee breakfast! Breakfast food is the best
*I love UK more than Indonesia. what?
*Sometimes I can be so apathetic
*Wearing heels make me more confident
*I love Seaworld! I don't like animals but I love to go there, and Safari too
*Hot and Cold, you know, I'm unpredictable
*I get bored quickly
*If you can make me laugh, then you are my friends
*One word, realistic
*Another word, abstract
*Never expect more, expect less expect less
*Gue suka kalo lagi diperjalanan, ntah naik mobil, pesawat, kereta, apa aja deh. Pokoknya di perjalanan.
*I am a thinker and I have an uncontrolled mind, my mind is going everywhere and sometimes is just too far ahead
*I'm good at hiding my feelings, I'm good at acting
*My friends says that I'm a Robot, hipotolamus gue rusak, datar, bla bla bla .. well that's not entirely wrong.
*But I'm NOT a lesbian, guys, please

ok that are.. *counting* 50 yes, 50 facts about me
well another fact, this is will be my very very last post. visit me in Tumblr, Twitter, and Facebook.
so THANK YOU! yes, YOU! all of you♥

38 2011 ku tersayang

surrounded by familiar faces, the people that you love to see
where everybody knows your name, and they're smiling
we may not be gettin' younger, our days might be slippin' away
we're still so fucking young, so we'll party like it's our last day

and for the first time, I feel less alone
and for the first time, I can call this home

it's our last time, to say goodnight
don't say goodbye, 'cause in the morning we'll see you around
and we'll sing it again, same time tomorrow, yeah we'll all join in

I'm ashamed of feeling down now, 'cause we're the people we've been waiting on
all we needed was some good friends, and a song to sing a long
with voices yelling in the front room, no one could tell us keep it down
so we all just kept it loud, and tried to wake the entire town

these days are numbered, but we can't forget last summer
when we sang and threw our arms into the air
go on and sing it out
our days are numbered, and we know we're not gettin' younger
but it's nights like these that make you not really care

we all have been degraded
we all have been the greatest
we all have been degraded
we all will be the greatest

so this is it..

hari ini hari terakhir kegiatan belajar mengajar di sekolah
hari terakhir masuk sekolah sama 38 2011
hari terakhir belajar di ipa4
hari terakhir sebangku sama cabut :(

kalo mikir pelajaran dan tugas dan ulangan, rasanya pengen cepet lulus sekolah
tapi kalo mikir temen temennya, becandaannya, cabut cabutan, ketawa dan seneng seneng, rasanya pengen ada kelas 4 SMA, 5 SMA dan seterusnya

3 tahun tuh ga lama lho, tapi kalian, temen temen gue di SMAN 38 Jakarta yang bikin 3 tahun berasa sebentaar banget
setiap hari adaaa aja banyolannya, ada aja cengan baru, ada aja keisengan2 yang ntah dari mana itu bisa begitu, adaaa aja perilaku abstrak yang gue juga gatau kepikiran apa lo pada sampe bersikap kayak gitu

dan sekarang kehidupan SMA gue, SMA kita, udah mau selesai
selangkah lagi, dan kita semua lulus. satu pertempuran lagi, dan kita semua menang

taukan tuhan emang nyiptain selama ada pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan
jadi berpisah itu emang udah bagian dari kita, itu emang udah takdir kita buat dipisahin
maka dari itu gue ga mau ditinggalin, gue juga ga mau ada yang ketinggalan, kita dateng bareng bareng dan harus pergi bareng bareng. kita bikin Altaire bener bener jadi Golden Generation.

selangkah lagi, selangkah lagi

this is how it works
you're young until you're not
you love until you don't
you try until you can't
you laugh until you cry
you cry until you laugh
and everyone must breathe
until their dying breath

no, this is how it works
you peer inside yourself
you take the things you like
and try to love the things you took
and then you take that love you made
and stick it into some
someone else's heart
pumping someone else's blood
and walking arm in arm
you hope it don't get harmed
but even if it does
you'll just do it all again

this is so true..

fav♥

these two boys are my favoritessss

Daniel "Cloud" Campos

Harry Shum, Jr.

they two are amazing dancer, they have amazing talent, they are funny, and of course, gorgeous face!!
aaaaaaaa♥

besok masuk! besok masuk! alhamdulillah
akhirnya sekolah lagi, belajar lagi, ketemu anak anak lagi
biarkan 6 hari terakhir (amin) belajar di sekolah menjadi saat saat paling seru di sma

ujian semakin dekat.. tik tik tik
doakan saya dan seluruh angkatan 2011!

songs of the month

another best friends in March!

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy
Everything's Not Lost - Coldplay
Flashing Room - 2AM Club
Carla - Life In Film
Chemistry - One Night Only
Back To Back - Wolf Gang
Jealousy - Patch William
Night And Day - Chief
If You Don't Know Me By Now - Simply Red
Forget You - Glee Cast
Valerie - Glee Cast
Best Friend - The Drums
Under Cover Of Darkness - The Strokes
What Goes Around Comes Around - Justin Timberlake

thank you because always there for me :*

terpaksa libur

siapa sih yang ga suka libur? apa lagi gue
tapi masalahnya kenapa harus 2 minggu? disaat udah mepet begini? 2 minggu?

setelah UAS yang sangat menantang dan seru dan melelahkan selama 6 hari, tiba tiba anak kelas 3 diliburin dari besok tanggal 24 sampe tgl 5. pertama kali diumumin, gue cuma cengo

ngerti sekolahan baik, ngerti anak anak butuh libur, ngerti emang lagi butuh refresh otak, ngerti kok ngerti
tapi kenapa sampe 2 minggu? itu aduh

maksud gue masuk2 udah tgl 6, tgl 18 nya udah hari UN
aduh gimana ya
gatau deh ini reaksinya seneng apa gimana

sebenernya masalahnya di gue sendiri sih
yaudahlah nikmatin aja

see you guys!

can you leave me here alone now?
I don't wanna hear you say
that you know me,
that I should be doing what you say

when I wake up tomorrow
things will never be the same
'cause I won't wait,
'cause you won't change and you'll always be this way

now I'm gonna get through today
and there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you, think about me
don't wanna figure this out
don't wanna talk this one out
this time I won't let you bring me down
won't let you shut me out
this time I know, I don't wanna think about you

run away, running as fast as I can
I'll never come back again

the way out

choice

taukan kalo hidup itu penuh pilihan? tau kan?
tiap hari kita milih tu bisa sampe ratusan kali, lo milih buat sarapan dulu baru mandi, lo milih buat sekolah dari pada bolos, lo milih ngerjain pr di sekolah daripada di rumah, lo milih buat jajan batagor dari pada somay. tiap hari, memilih

kadang org bisa stres gara2 dihadapin pilihan, milih yang ini apa yang itu apa yang mana, takut salah milih, takut ga enak bla bla bla
tapi tau ga kalo yang jadi pilihan itu juga ga enak?

kayak, universitas, lo daftar di sini di sana di situ udah diterima semua ujung2nya lo cuma milih satu. susah milihnya gue tau, berat bingung, tapi tau ga kalo yg 2 universitas lagi apa yg 3 lagi itu juga berat? mereka pasti pengennya lo masuk universitasnya, lo udah diterima terus nunggu2 taunya lo ngundurin diri buat unversitas yang lain. itu cadangan kan ya namanya?

tapi orang itu bukan universitas yang bisa dijadiin cadangan.

an***

jangan pernah berharap

akibat dari berharap tu cuma 2
bahagia atau hancur.

jadi itu kayak taruhan
lo tau kan taruhan itu dosa? jadi ga boleh taruhan
percaya sama gue, tuhan mengharamkan sesuatu pasti ada tujuannya
salah satunya mengharamkan taruhan
makanya jangan penah berharap karena itu sama aja kayak taruhan
itu cuma bikin lo hancur
serius

gue percaya adanya keajaiban, tapi gue ga pernah berharap keajaiban dateng
gue sering kok bermimpi, tapi gue ga pernah berharap mimpi gue jadi nyata

hilangin kata kata berharap dari hidup lo, niscaya hidup lo pasti akan jauh jauh lebih baik

tapi percaya atau engga, setelah baca post ini sekalipun lo menyutujui argumen gue dan bertekad sama seperti gue
lo pasti akan suatu saat, berharap

salah satu kerugian menjadi manusia.

songs of the month

these are my best best friends during February

Come Back Home - Two Door Cinema Club
Swordfish Hotkiss Night - Empire Of The Sun
Saturdays - Cut Copy
Tthhee Pparrttyy - Justice
On The Floor - Jennifer Lopez feat. Pitbull
Miami 2 Ibiza - Swedish House Mafia Ft. Tinie Tempah
Tiga Hari Untuk Selamanya - Float
Let Me Down Easy - 2AM Club
Dreaming With A Broken Heart - John Mayer
7 Days To Change Your Life - Jamie Cullum
Hope - Jack Johnson
What A Catch, Donnie - Fall Out Boy
Hella Good - No Doubt
Seven Nation Army - The White Stripes

thank you love!

I'm drunk off your kiss
for another night in a row
this is becoming too routine for me
but I didn't mean to lead you on
and it's alright to pretend that we still talk
it's just for show isn't it
it's my fault that it fell apart

please tell me everything
that you think that I should know
about all the plans you made
when I was no where to be found
and it's all right to forget that we still talk
it's just for fun isn't it
it's my fault that it fell apart

just maybe you need this
and I didn't mean to lead you on

you were everything I wanted
but I just can't finish what I started
there's no room left here on my back
it was damaged long ago
though you swear that you are true
I'd still pick my friends over you

z

"Semuanya terlalu cepet bos, kayaknya gue belom siap."

"Ck, belom siap nulis apa belom siap ada sesorang yang memperhatikan elo?"

"Ga ada yang perhatian sama gue dari dulu, keluarga gue juga gatau kalo gue suka nulis."

"Gue perhatian sama lo, gue tau lo suka nulis, lo fine fine aja."

"Itu dia masalahya bos. Gue ngerasa gue udah nyaman sama hidup gue sekarang, toko buku, bos, semua udah cukup lagi."

"Lo ga mau maju?"

"Kalo gue maju dan ternyata gue ga suka, gue takut ga bisa balik lagi bos."

"Jadi masalah terbesar adalah diri lo sendiri, bukan Tere."
"Rasa ketakutan lo itu udah ngilangin rasa lo yang sebenarnya ke dia, lo takut dengan hal hal yang baru, salah satunya dianggap spesial oleh seseorang. Karena dari kecil ga ada pernah orang yang memperlakukan elo seperti tere memperlakukan elo sekarang."
"Gue cabut."