50 facts about me

*I eat books
*I can't live without my gadget, I never tried
*Just like in @csugiono bio "half geek half human"
*I don't like animals, well I'm scared. They can do whatever they wanna do right? who knows. I choose not to have any pets
*I live in world of music, music is everywhere around me. I sing every time, I breath song. I listen every kind of music
*First obsession : traveling around the world
*Second obsession : kurus!
*Third obsession : having a book store, and a pantry shop
*Sinful desires : ngerampok aksara, times, kinokuniya, dan semacamnya
*I LOVE nature, you know forest, trees, mountains, river, everything. what a beautiful world that we lives in.
*Anthem for life: waiting-The Adams, fix you-Coldplay, somewhere only we know-Keane
*I live in EARTH, with ART, not only EH
*Fashion is a must, I mean for me is really important to have a good taste, especially in fashion
*Besides VW Beetle and Mini Cooper, I love old Car just like Dean's car in Supernatural
*I really really REALLY wanna be an Architect. well, Interior Designer it's ok. I wanna be the first person who design using Lego
*Bad habbit : can't stop smelling my own hair
*I spend almost my whole time in front of computer. Editing photos, browsing good stuff, everything
*I'm not a spiteful person, seriously
*I AM A DREAMER. you know, I can daydreaming anywhere, anytime. Everytime. I've got gift in this kind of thing
*I bought something unique and weird even if it's useless. Buy first, think later
*Chef wannabe, I love food, that's why I love cooking.
*I'm not good at meet new people
*I don't like reunions. It just ergh
*I'm interested in mysterious thing, like alien, ghost, old creature, monster, demon, religion, hidden place, life under the sea, space, whatever
*Sleeping is the best way to solve my problem. I love sleep
*I love NEW. you know, new place, new friends, new things, new hobbies, new books
*My junior high school life is a mess, lot of things to be learn but still, a mess
*I don't like watching in cinemas, well not really like. Jadi sbnrnya gue ga ada masalah wkt film luar ga msk ke Indonesia, buat apa ada bajakan sih
*Coffee + new books + ipod + good weather = heaven on earth
*When in elementary school, I'm obsessed to be a boy, I hated being a girl, I dressed like a boy, acted like a boy. but now.......
*I open tumblr, we heart it, almost everyday. there are a lot of good pictures, cool photos, a lot of inspiration
*I begged to be able to draw, paint, do some sketch, Oh GOD please
*I'm not good at speaking english, my grammar is a mess, but still.. keep doing it
*Proud to be one of the Librans
*I Loveeeee breakfast! Breakfast food is the best
*I love UK more than Indonesia. what?
*Sometimes I can be so apathetic
*Wearing heels make me more confident
*I love Seaworld! I don't like animals but I love to go there, and Safari too
*Hot and Cold, you know, I'm unpredictable
*I get bored quickly
*If you can make me laugh, then you are my friends
*One word, realistic
*Another word, abstract
*Never expect more, expect less expect less
*Gue suka kalo lagi diperjalanan, ntah naik mobil, pesawat, kereta, apa aja deh. Pokoknya di perjalanan.
*I am a thinker and I have an uncontrolled mind, my mind is going everywhere and sometimes is just too far ahead
*I'm good at hiding my feelings, I'm good at acting
*My friends says that I'm a Robot, hipotolamus gue rusak, datar, bla bla bla .. well that's not entirely wrong.
*But I'm NOT a lesbian, guys, please

ok that are.. *counting* 50 yes, 50 facts about me
well another fact, this is will be my very very last post. visit me in Tumblr, Twitter, and Facebook.
so THANK YOU! yes, YOU! all of you♥

38 2011 ku tersayang

surrounded by familiar faces, the people that you love to see
where everybody knows your name, and they're smiling
we may not be gettin' younger, our days might be slippin' away
we're still so fucking young, so we'll party like it's our last day

and for the first time, I feel less alone
and for the first time, I can call this home

it's our last time, to say goodnight
don't say goodbye, 'cause in the morning we'll see you around
and we'll sing it again, same time tomorrow, yeah we'll all join in

I'm ashamed of feeling down now, 'cause we're the people we've been waiting on
all we needed was some good friends, and a song to sing a long
with voices yelling in the front room, no one could tell us keep it down
so we all just kept it loud, and tried to wake the entire town

these days are numbered, but we can't forget last summer
when we sang and threw our arms into the air
go on and sing it out
our days are numbered, and we know we're not gettin' younger
but it's nights like these that make you not really care

we all have been degraded
we all have been the greatest
we all have been degraded
we all will be the greatest

so this is it..

hari ini hari terakhir kegiatan belajar mengajar di sekolah
hari terakhir masuk sekolah sama 38 2011
hari terakhir belajar di ipa4
hari terakhir sebangku sama cabut :(

kalo mikir pelajaran dan tugas dan ulangan, rasanya pengen cepet lulus sekolah
tapi kalo mikir temen temennya, becandaannya, cabut cabutan, ketawa dan seneng seneng, rasanya pengen ada kelas 4 SMA, 5 SMA dan seterusnya

3 tahun tuh ga lama lho, tapi kalian, temen temen gue di SMAN 38 Jakarta yang bikin 3 tahun berasa sebentaar banget
setiap hari adaaa aja banyolannya, ada aja cengan baru, ada aja keisengan2 yang ntah dari mana itu bisa begitu, adaaa aja perilaku abstrak yang gue juga gatau kepikiran apa lo pada sampe bersikap kayak gitu

dan sekarang kehidupan SMA gue, SMA kita, udah mau selesai
selangkah lagi, dan kita semua lulus. satu pertempuran lagi, dan kita semua menang

taukan tuhan emang nyiptain selama ada pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan
jadi berpisah itu emang udah bagian dari kita, itu emang udah takdir kita buat dipisahin
maka dari itu gue ga mau ditinggalin, gue juga ga mau ada yang ketinggalan, kita dateng bareng bareng dan harus pergi bareng bareng. kita bikin Altaire bener bener jadi Golden Generation.

selangkah lagi, selangkah lagi

this is how it works
you're young until you're not
you love until you don't
you try until you can't
you laugh until you cry
you cry until you laugh
and everyone must breathe
until their dying breath

no, this is how it works
you peer inside yourself
you take the things you like
and try to love the things you took
and then you take that love you made
and stick it into some
someone else's heart
pumping someone else's blood
and walking arm in arm
you hope it don't get harmed
but even if it does
you'll just do it all again

this is so true..

fav♥

these two boys are my favoritessss

Daniel "Cloud" Campos

Harry Shum, Jr.

they two are amazing dancer, they have amazing talent, they are funny, and of course, gorgeous face!!
aaaaaaaa♥

besok masuk! besok masuk! alhamdulillah
akhirnya sekolah lagi, belajar lagi, ketemu anak anak lagi
biarkan 6 hari terakhir (amin) belajar di sekolah menjadi saat saat paling seru di sma

ujian semakin dekat.. tik tik tik
doakan saya dan seluruh angkatan 2011!

songs of the month

another best friends in March!

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy
Everything's Not Lost - Coldplay
Flashing Room - 2AM Club
Carla - Life In Film
Chemistry - One Night Only
Back To Back - Wolf Gang
Jealousy - Patch William
Night And Day - Chief
If You Don't Know Me By Now - Simply Red
Forget You - Glee Cast
Valerie - Glee Cast
Best Friend - The Drums
Under Cover Of Darkness - The Strokes
What Goes Around Comes Around - Justin Timberlake

thank you because always there for me :*

terpaksa libur

siapa sih yang ga suka libur? apa lagi gue
tapi masalahnya kenapa harus 2 minggu? disaat udah mepet begini? 2 minggu?

setelah UAS yang sangat menantang dan seru dan melelahkan selama 6 hari, tiba tiba anak kelas 3 diliburin dari besok tanggal 24 sampe tgl 5. pertama kali diumumin, gue cuma cengo

ngerti sekolahan baik, ngerti anak anak butuh libur, ngerti emang lagi butuh refresh otak, ngerti kok ngerti
tapi kenapa sampe 2 minggu? itu aduh

maksud gue masuk2 udah tgl 6, tgl 18 nya udah hari UN
aduh gimana ya
gatau deh ini reaksinya seneng apa gimana

sebenernya masalahnya di gue sendiri sih
yaudahlah nikmatin aja

see you guys!

can you leave me here alone now?
I don't wanna hear you say
that you know me,
that I should be doing what you say

when I wake up tomorrow
things will never be the same
'cause I won't wait,
'cause you won't change and you'll always be this way

now I'm gonna get through today
and there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you, think about me
don't wanna figure this out
don't wanna talk this one out
this time I won't let you bring me down
won't let you shut me out
this time I know, I don't wanna think about you

run away, running as fast as I can
I'll never come back again

the way out

choice

taukan kalo hidup itu penuh pilihan? tau kan?
tiap hari kita milih tu bisa sampe ratusan kali, lo milih buat sarapan dulu baru mandi, lo milih buat sekolah dari pada bolos, lo milih ngerjain pr di sekolah daripada di rumah, lo milih buat jajan batagor dari pada somay. tiap hari, memilih

kadang org bisa stres gara2 dihadapin pilihan, milih yang ini apa yang itu apa yang mana, takut salah milih, takut ga enak bla bla bla
tapi tau ga kalo yang jadi pilihan itu juga ga enak?

kayak, universitas, lo daftar di sini di sana di situ udah diterima semua ujung2nya lo cuma milih satu. susah milihnya gue tau, berat bingung, tapi tau ga kalo yg 2 universitas lagi apa yg 3 lagi itu juga berat? mereka pasti pengennya lo masuk universitasnya, lo udah diterima terus nunggu2 taunya lo ngundurin diri buat unversitas yang lain. itu cadangan kan ya namanya?

tapi orang itu bukan universitas yang bisa dijadiin cadangan.

an***

jangan pernah berharap

akibat dari berharap tu cuma 2
bahagia atau hancur.

jadi itu kayak taruhan
lo tau kan taruhan itu dosa? jadi ga boleh taruhan
percaya sama gue, tuhan mengharamkan sesuatu pasti ada tujuannya
salah satunya mengharamkan taruhan
makanya jangan penah berharap karena itu sama aja kayak taruhan
itu cuma bikin lo hancur
serius

gue percaya adanya keajaiban, tapi gue ga pernah berharap keajaiban dateng
gue sering kok bermimpi, tapi gue ga pernah berharap mimpi gue jadi nyata

hilangin kata kata berharap dari hidup lo, niscaya hidup lo pasti akan jauh jauh lebih baik

tapi percaya atau engga, setelah baca post ini sekalipun lo menyutujui argumen gue dan bertekad sama seperti gue
lo pasti akan suatu saat, berharap

salah satu kerugian menjadi manusia.

songs of the month

these are my best best friends during February

Come Back Home - Two Door Cinema Club
Swordfish Hotkiss Night - Empire Of The Sun
Saturdays - Cut Copy
Tthhee Pparrttyy - Justice
On The Floor - Jennifer Lopez feat. Pitbull
Miami 2 Ibiza - Swedish House Mafia Ft. Tinie Tempah
Tiga Hari Untuk Selamanya - Float
Let Me Down Easy - 2AM Club
Dreaming With A Broken Heart - John Mayer
7 Days To Change Your Life - Jamie Cullum
Hope - Jack Johnson
What A Catch, Donnie - Fall Out Boy
Hella Good - No Doubt
Seven Nation Army - The White Stripes

thank you love!

I'm drunk off your kiss
for another night in a row
this is becoming too routine for me
but I didn't mean to lead you on
and it's alright to pretend that we still talk
it's just for show isn't it
it's my fault that it fell apart

please tell me everything
that you think that I should know
about all the plans you made
when I was no where to be found
and it's all right to forget that we still talk
it's just for fun isn't it
it's my fault that it fell apart

just maybe you need this
and I didn't mean to lead you on

you were everything I wanted
but I just can't finish what I started
there's no room left here on my back
it was damaged long ago
though you swear that you are true
I'd still pick my friends over you

z

"Semuanya terlalu cepet bos, kayaknya gue belom siap."

"Ck, belom siap nulis apa belom siap ada sesorang yang memperhatikan elo?"

"Ga ada yang perhatian sama gue dari dulu, keluarga gue juga gatau kalo gue suka nulis."

"Gue perhatian sama lo, gue tau lo suka nulis, lo fine fine aja."

"Itu dia masalahya bos. Gue ngerasa gue udah nyaman sama hidup gue sekarang, toko buku, bos, semua udah cukup lagi."

"Lo ga mau maju?"

"Kalo gue maju dan ternyata gue ga suka, gue takut ga bisa balik lagi bos."

"Jadi masalah terbesar adalah diri lo sendiri, bukan Tere."
"Rasa ketakutan lo itu udah ngilangin rasa lo yang sebenarnya ke dia, lo takut dengan hal hal yang baru, salah satunya dianggap spesial oleh seseorang. Karena dari kecil ga ada pernah orang yang memperlakukan elo seperti tere memperlakukan elo sekarang."
"Gue cabut."

conversation

ngobrol tu memang sesuatu yang sangat menyenangkan
ngobrol sama org yang asik, nyambung, yang punya wawasan luas jadi bisa kemana-mana omongannya. tukar pendapat, tukar pikiran, tukar informasi. itu tu seru banget. awalnya ngomongin apa, akhirannya kemana.
kayak tadi di sekolah gue ngobrol sama cabut sama faim. dari jurusan kuliah, berakhir di fpi.
itu semuanya nyamber, dari kepercayaan, kiamat, isi al quran, perang salib, perbedaan agama, dajal, free mason, illuminati, muhammadiah, yahudi, semua deh. kebetulan tadi kita ngebahasnya di daerah2 itu.
ga sekali, dua kali gue ngobrol panjang lebar yang akhirnya jadi kemanamana.
percaya atau engga, topik tentang masa depan, agama, politik, sejarah, mistis2an, itu tu selalu jadi pembicaraan menarik yang ga ada abisnya.
ilmu pengetahuan itu emang ga ada abisnya, semakin tahu semakin menarik

Bold The Truth

It’s night right now.
There’s something else you should be doing at the moment.
You are lactose intolerant.
There’s a nearby TV on.
You get along with your neighbors.
Twilight is a horrible series.

You’re hungry right now.
You have worked out today.
Running a mile sounds awful.
You have a job.
You love to bake Christmas cookies.
Your parents are still together.
You woke up before 11 this morning.
Baths are better than showers.
You are 5’5” or shorter.
You hate British accents.
Victoria’s Secret is a good store.
Cats are better than dogs.
The 90’s sucked.
Your cell phone is right next to you.
Your favorite color is either blue or purple.
Your hair is short.
You are by yourself right now.
The last thing you drank was water.
You’re in your PJ’s right now.
Your hair color is natural.
Fred from Youtube is annoying.
You don’t drink soda.
There’s at least 20$ in your wallet.
It’s cold out.
Orange juice is better than apple juice.
You love someone right now.
Video games are awesome.
Your sheets are white.
You have read works by Shakespeare before.
You’re fat.
You’ve been professionally diagnosed with a psychological disorder.
You know someone in the hospital right now.
You’ve showered today.
You know someone who has beaten cancer.
Sneakers are your favorite shoes to wear.
Chocolate is better than vanilla.
You’re allergic to peanuts.
You’ve never been to New York City.
You’ve never been on a varsity sports team.
You want to go to Europe.
You’re using a laptop right now.
Plastic surgery is a good idea.
Vanilla is the best scent a girl can wear.
You’ve made yourself throw up.
You’ve cheated on someone before.
You have a broken heart at the moment.
Your friends do drugs.
School is too early.
Your nails have nail polish on them right now.
You’re Italian.
You have a tan right now.
You’ve been on a diet before.
You shop in plus sized clothing stores.
Hot Topic is scary.
There are socks on your feet right now.
You’ve used a hair straightener.
Shopping online is easier than shopping in an actual store.
You’re in Verizon’s network.
Cheesecake is delicious.
Your BMI falls into the overweight category.
You have gotten your hair cut in the past month.
Your birthday is within the next 2 months.
You’ve been rejected.
Comedies are better than action films.
Math is the best subject.
You are fluent in more than one language.
You love Greek food.
You consider yourself a picky eater.
You have more than 3 pillows on your bed.
You live with your parents.
You’re happy right now.
You are a high school graduate.
You have a pet cat.
You were born before April 5th, 1991.
You have brown hair.
You have blue eyes.
Your last name is longer than 5 letters long.
You are in a relationship.
You can count to 20 in another language.
You have studied a foreign language.
You voted in the 2008 presidential election.
You own a vehicle that is older than a 2004.
You have worked 3rd shift.
You have worked in a fast food restaurant.
You drove somewhere that was further than a half hour away today.
You live in New Jersey.
You live in Montana.
You live in Pennsylvania.
Your last name begins with an ‘M’.
Your middle name begins with a ‘C’.
Your first name begins with an ‘S’.
You are older than 19.
You are younger than 16.
You are an only child.
Your parents are divorced.
You have more than one sibling.
You are an Aquarius.
You are a vegetarian.
You have a gym membership.
You are in the military.
You have a relative in the military.
You have been to Canada.
You have been to Mexico.
You have been to Europe.
You are currently enrolled in college/university.
You have done something you told yourself you wouldn’t.
You have braces.
You wear contact lenses.
You have a tattoo on your ankle.
You have a tattoo on your wrist.
You have a tattoo on your lower back.
You have a tattoo on your upper arm.
You have a lip piercing.
You have a tongue piercing.
You have your nipples pierced.
You have your cartilage pierced.
You have curly hair.
You have received flowers from someone in the last 2 months.
You are engaged.
You are married.
You have children.
You are an aunt or uncle.
Your bedroom walls are blue.
Your bedspread is red.
Your bedroom carpet is beige.
You have been out to eat at a sit-down restaurant in the last week.
You have been drunk in the past 24 hours.
You have lost your virginity before you turned 15.
You are bisexual.
You watch Scrubs.
You watch Jon & Kate Plus 8.
You watch American Idol.
You have been to the movies within the last month.
You have cursed in front of your grandparents.
You had a lunch box with a cartoon character on it when you were little.
You actually pay attention to politics.
You are still waiting for your first kiss.
You have kissed someone within the last week.
You have kissed three or more people this year.

You would kiss the last person you kissed again.

You were told you looked cute today.
You were hugged today.
Your best friend is the opposite sex.

You have paid more than £100 on one item of clothing.
You have/had a date to prom.
You are a good speller.

You are always on time.
You believe in karma.
You have done something illegal within the last 24 hours.
You have ridden an elevator within the last 3 days.
You have spent the night at someone else’s house within the last 2 weeks.
You have been out of the country within the last year.
You love Chinese food.
You love Italian food.
You love Mexican food.
You love country music.
You love rap.
You love hip hop.
You love punk rock.
You love hard rock.
You love metal.
You love classic rock.
You love bluegrass.
You love oldies.
You love techno.
You love instrumental music.
You know someone younger than 10 who passed away.

You have taken pictures of yourself just because you were bored.
You have been in a car wreck.
You have had stitches.
You have a parent who is a teacher.
You have a checking account.
You have a debit card.
You have a currently have a $2 bill in your possession.
You have dated someone who was 2 years younger than you.
You have dated someone who was 2 years older than you.
You have broken up with someone for someone else.
You have cheated on someone.
You have been cheated on.
You are Catholic.
You are Mormon.
You are Buddhist.
You are Agnostic.
You wish at 11:11.
You have had your current job for more than 3 months.
You have had your heart broken.
You broke someone else’s heart.
You felt bad about it.
You have an Aunt Karen.
You have an Uncle Bill.
You have a cousin Sarah.
You have a cousin Adam.
You have worked with a Danielle.
You have ridden in a car with a Stephen.
You have hugged a Tiffany.
You have kissed a Blake.
You have had class with a David.
You have had a crush on an Emily.
You have dated a Derek.
You have been neighbors with a Hannah.
You have done something just for the fact that you were old enough to.
You have been to a cemetary at midnight.
You have been a vampire for Halloween.
You have been a witch for Halloween.
You have been a pumpkin for Halloween.
You have stayed up for 48 hours straight.
You have been to walmart in the past 3 days.
You own a pair of scrubs.
You own a cowboy hat.
You own a leather coat.
You are missing someone right now.
You have been let down recently.
You have had someone you thought you could trust betray you.
You would rather have a one-night stand than a relationship.
You would rather win $500 from the lottery, than guest on a game show.
You have met someone famous.

(via tumblr)

this I promise you

songs of the month

so these are the songs that accompanied me during January!

Tokyo - The Wombats
Crave You - Flight Facilities
Beggin - Madcon
Work The Middle - Erika June
Dynamite - Taio Cruz
Come Fly Away - Benny Benassi ft. Channing
Bounce - Timbaland
No Money In The Bank - Swizz Beatz
The Potion - Ludacris
Coffee's For Closers - Fall Out Boy
Rapuh - Padi
Thinking Of Me - Olly Murs
Mustapha Dance - The Clash
Walk Out To Winter - Aztec Camera
My Friend's Over You - New Found Glory
Irresistible - The Corrs

thank you thank you thank you♥

I cant explain a thing
no, I want everything
to change and stay the same
the sun doesn't care about anyone or anything
now come together
come apart only get lonely when you read the charts

and oh baby
when they made me, they broke the mold
boys used to follow me around then I got cold

fly your cameras in the air
and wave 'em like you just don't care

I will never believe in anything again.

obsesi

"memang ya, hidup itu harus punya obsesi."

kata-kata itu terucap dari guru komputer gue di sekolah, pelajaran yang.. gila deh hampir setiap minggu gue gak pernah masuk tapi nilai gue di rapot bagus terus. makasih ya pak, bapak mau pindah ya pak katanya? semoga sukses ya pak.

jadi dia nyeritain riwayat hidup dia gitu waktu minggu pertama masuk sekolah semester 2, terus dia berhasil ini berhasil itu dan terus dia ngomong kayak gitu, hidup harus punya obsesi.
awalnya gue nanggepin kayak, aelah gue musti punya obsesi apa di hidup gue, dari dulu hidup gue gini gini aja. lagian obsesi dia tu obsesi obsesi yang, aduh, males bgt buat gue. kayak nilai uan tertinggi satu sekolah, keterima di perguruan tinggi ini itu, yah gue mah kalo itu pasrah aja, kalo udah masalah otak, gue berserah diri sama Yang Di Atas, gimana baiknya aja. terus udah deh gue ga dengerin lagi omongan dia yang lain.

sampe akhirnya, gue kepikiran juga omongan dia yang itu
kalo gue ga punya obsesi, ya hidup gue bakal gini gini aja ga ada tantangannya, hidup gue pasti seru kalo ada obsesi, apalagi kalo tercapai, gue ga bisa ngebayangin rasa seneng gue

terus gue inget, obsesi gue itu pengen kurus.
tapi yakali
bisa sih, tapi masa ga ada yang tinggian dikit.. dikit aja
masuk ptn
standard banget.. lagian tadi gue bilang, gue pasrah kalo masalah otak.
jadi gue harus cari obsesi dimana gue ga bisa pasrah, bukan obsesi standard, bukan obsesi yang kalo org2 denger cm ngomong "ohh" doang, obsesi yang emang gue harus usaha biar itu terwujud
kalo ngebahagiain org tua, punya keluarga bahagia, itu tu kewajiban bukan obsesi

hmm..

dan tiba tiba muncul obsesi di otak gue.
iya bener, itu, itu obsesi gue
gue bakalan usaha dari sekarang
entah itu 5 tahun lagi, atau 10 tahun lagi, yang pasti
gue bakalan keliling dunia.

sunday stuff

soo inilah kegiatan gue di hari minggu yang cerah tapi tadi sempet hujan badai.
sempat terganggu karena semalem gue abis beli buku2 dan majalah baluu. tadi malem gue abis ke aksara, terus biasalah gue kalo liat buku kan kalap. kalo ada 1 tempat yang boleh gue rampok ya toko buku, apalagi

music listography seru banget deh, jadi nanti isinya kita yang ngisi sendiri.
ada tragedi, gue mau ambil ada nih buku, bagussss bgt. terus gue diem kan, terus gue balik badan liat buku yang lain, pas gue balik lagi bukunya udah di ambil orang di bawa ke kasir dan kata org2 disitu bukunya tinggal 1.
hancur hatiku
tapi kata alia paling ntr ada lagi, soalnya wkt itu temennya gitu juga beli kamera di situ, katanya tinggal 1 taunya pas tadi mlm ad alagi. i hope so, semoga di aksara yang lain ada.

feliz aniversário BR4M4BOL

semoga jadi anak yang soleh, tambah lucu, tambah ganteng, tambah macho kayak Jacob, tambah tinggi kayak Edward, tambah pinter, tambah baik, apalagi ya.. semoga keterima di perguruan tinggi yang diinginkan, jangan sombong nanti ya, oya semoga tidak bolod lagi :D
make a wish then blow the candle, FUH!
GOD BLESS YOU BRAMA DANAR PRABOWO♥

take me there

live in the middle of forest
blend with nature
see one of the beauty of God's creation
see what has been forgotten by humans

someday

after a week

setelah sekolah selama 5 hari, gue dengan sok tau berlaga ingin membuat kesimpulan.

melenceng sikit
gue tadi abis bagi rapot dong, pamer dikit boleh ya, rapot gue lumayan lho, angka depannya 8 sm 9 semua
kalo ranking jangan ditanya, ipa4 emang kdg suka keterlaluan

lanjut
awalnya, hari pertama, sekolah terasa seperti tempat bermain. temen temen kelas gue biasanya bilang "kesekolah cuma buang buang bensin, dapet ilmu engga, ketawa iya." padahal ada yang mungkin ke sekolah ga pake bensin
selasa rabu tidak lebih baik dan juga tidak lebih buruk
kamis dan jumat, entah gue harus bilang keadaan mulai memburuk atau malah membaik,
otak gue dikuras habis habisan

hidup itu berat gue tau, tapi satu hal yang gue tau gue exhausted banget hari kamis jumat itu. apa karena gue abis liburan ya jadi begitu di 'senggol' dikit berasanya kayak udah di 'tebas'
perjalanan ke depan masih panjang, 3-4 bulan itu antara sebentar dan lama. gue masih harus kerja keras lagi sampe semuanya terlewati
dan dari sini gue bisa tau kalo, keidupan gue kedepannya akan sedikit lebih berat

tapi biasanya, kalo gue udah menyadari kehidupan gue akan lebih berat malah tiba tiba gue santai sendiri, kayak udah antisipasi, apa malah jadi apatis?
gue berharapnya sih gue bisa semaksimal mungkin buat melalui ini, bukannya malah makin tidak perduli

sekarang gue ngerasanya kayak, gue ga sibuk tapi gue cape banget

ini gue yg lagi lebay apa gue mau dapet sih?

tapi tuhan itu adil lho, setiap sesuatu yang mulai itu pasti akan berakhir, cepat atau lama, pasti
jangan liat dari sisi negatif, liat dari segi positif
coba bayangin kalo lo harus belajar kimia terus terusan sepanjang waktu? gue? mending mati
untung kimia cuma 4 jam seminggu, kali lo mulai itu 4 jam pasti bakalan lewat sendiri

jadi jawaban dari kesimpulan di atas adalah...

C. segala sesuatu pasti akan berlalu dengan sendirinya, sekarang bagaimana kita menjalaninya aja

lawak nih gue

it's school time!

holiday it's over, and tomorrow school starts again. what should I say? see you pals.

another new year, 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE \(´▽`)/

so again, another new year. thanks for still with me this 2 years!! sampe saat ini belom kepikiran untuk resign dari blogspot, dan mulai kepikiran untuk mengganti link karena sejujurnya blog gue yang ini udah error di sana sini.

anyway, new year's eve kali ini sedikit lebih tidak heboh dibandingkan taun taun sebelumnya. sama sekali tidak terencana. This time I celebrated nye just with 10 of my friends, with bottles of beer, bottles of soda, packs of cigarettes, a bottle of champagne, grilled chickens, pasta, scum snacks, guitars, piano, trumpets, and of course, fireworks. You can imagine by yourself what we do last night. but the most important things, we still celebrated this together and we're having so much fun! crazy stuff, silly things, interesting conversation, sing all night long, anything. thanks and Happy New Year Guys.

and for 2011.. hmm, sepertinya wish gue untuk tahun ini akan sama seperti tahun tahun sebelumnya. semoga saya menjadi lebih baik dari tahun tahun sebelumnya, lebih punya tujuan dan motivasi, lebih bisa membahagiakan dan bermanfaat untuk orang orang di sekitar saya, lebih bahagia, dan lebih taat beragama. amen.

be a better person guys, this is 2011.